Dear my big bird newton. Every day that passes, I always think of you and miss you so much so although today is a very sad day for me, I am trying to hold onto and replace the upsetting memories with happy memories as the upsetting ones make me cry. I love you so much my big bird newton and I feel comforted that you are in heaven with mum and pain free. Love always, your sweetie chops. Xxxxxxxxxx❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘

All of us at St Elizabeth Hospice are thinking of you and your family on the anniversary of Laurence's passing (14 July)

Happy fathers day to my hero my big bird newton, the most loving man in my life and the most strongest most wonderful bravest man I will always look up to. I love you so very much my big bird newton and words cant Express how much you mean to me as you have made me the person I am today which is a kind brave lady with a big heart that I will only give to the right person that I know is trustworthy as I know that's all you ever wanted for me is to be happy and have what lovely love you had with mum. Thankyou so much for coming to see me last night in my visitation dream, it was wonderful and made my heart smile seeing you again and your lovely smile and hearing your voice again and giving you a big hug, I didnt want to let go. It meant so much to me that you came to see me and more so because of today. I love you so much my big bird newton, always and forever. Your sweetie chops. Xxxxxxxxx❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘